Today feels like a Friday. .-.

I want to ditch school tomorrow. :(

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Yesyesyes. Today was pretty freaking great. :3

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Today:

Track today since it was Wednesday. Aki and Alice were walking slower than me and Gloria. Pearl got to school late so she didn’t change. Jogged one of the straightaways. Didn’t talk much. We were both tired. *_*

Discussed drama stuff with Michelle and Janice. Kind of got parts of a script down. LOL.

Went to the computer lab today for Physio for the virtual pig dissection thing. Sat across from Dallas and what’s-her-face. I don’t know her name. I think it’s Lizette or something. Dallas kept laughing. .-. It was kind of annoying. I started going through emails again. LOL. I do that a lot when we’re in the comp lab for Physio. Jeffrey sat next to me. And I bet if he looks over, he’s probably thinking “wtf. Why does she always check her email so much? Who the fuck still uses their emails?” LOL. I dun cur. I COMMUNICATE WITH A FRIEND THROUGH THAT SOMETIMES. And I keep them. I like reading stuff like a year after the first time I read it. Those were our conversations from the summer before sophomore year. *_* Fun stuff.

Common assessment today in English. Limaris needed lead so Vidi could borrow a pencil. Guess who was nice and lent her some? Lol. It was so easy. I expect 100% on that. If I don’t, I’ll cry. That shit was too easy for me to miss anything. Finished the test before the period ended. Justin was working on the Alg 2 study guide. And asked me if I knew one of the problems. Nope. I should probably start mine too. I need the extra credit to make up the assignments I didn’t turn in.

Katherine was back in choir today and was bitching about our song. So we picked “I See the Light” from Tangled, right? There were no objections yesterday when she wasn’t here. But suddenly when she’s here, her friend and her were bitching on and on about it in Chinese. -_- I keep forgetting her friend’s name. LOL. The guys don’t care. Half of our groups are fobs. *_* Anyways, she was whining that the guys didn’t know the song, blahblahblah. IF THEY HAD A PROBLEM WITH IT, THEY SHOULD’VE SAID SOMETHING. And if they don’t know it, they can learn it. How hard is it to learn a song? -_- Her and her friend kept wanting to change it to one of the ones we talked about before her like two-day absence. SO after Vivian told Benita about Katherine’s bitching, we went to Byers and asked if we could change it to her choice, “Can You Feel the Love Tonight” from The Lion King. Lol nope. He said if we did a bigger, upbeat song like “Be Our Guest” from Beauty and the Beast, maybe, but since we’re changing from a ballad to another ballad that’s kind of similar, nope. LOL. And he was helping me and Benita’s case, saying that Tangled was a lot better because we could’ve done a lot more shit for more points and a higher grade. AND TELLING HER THAT IT’S NOT THAT HARD TO LEARN A SONG (‘cause she brought up the fact that the guys didn’t know it.) LOLOL. Good shit, man. Well yeah, that was pretty much it.

Went to the library with Benita ‘cause she needed to print something. Went to get food after. Gabby and Delilah came in right after us. Talked. Benita ate my fries. :< LOL. Bell rang before I finished. Ate while I walked to class. LOLOLOL.

Actually worked on homework in class. Not much, but I actually worked. LOL. I usually fall asleep in that class, blast my music, text, or read. LOL. IT’S SO UNFAIR FOR US 6TH PERIOD PEOPLE. His 4th and 7th periods get so much time to finish their tests. -___- 4th period, if they don’t finish, they can stay in during lunch to finish. 7th period, they can stay afterschool cause that’s the last class. Us? We gotta get the hell out so his 7th period can come in. Bullshit, man. I could’ve gotten a higher score if I had more time. -__- I was rushing and I didn’t get to finish ‘CAUSE I DIDN’T HAVE ENOUGH TIME.

Biked home afterschool. Went to pee and get money. *_* I felt so bad. ‘Cause Sunny actually greeted me today when I came in. And he kept following me and he seemed so happy to see me. And then I got my shit and played with him for a little. And then I kept hugging him and saying sorry ‘cause I was leaving soon and my dog hates it when he’s left alone. :/ When I got up to leave, he went back and laid on his bed but when I got to the door, he came and looked at me like “can you take me with you pleaseee? :(” I FELT SO BAD. OMFG. Those eyes… :( I walked him back to his bed and hugged that little ball of fluff again and left. :( Boo. Biked and walked to Starbuck’s for the SAT consultation thing. Walked around Office Depot and this one make up store because it wasn’t 4 yet. Went to Starbuck’s and got an orange mango smoothie. I didn’t like it much. .-. So I waited outside for him to show up. He called and I couldn’t understand a single word he was saying. LOL. Showed up when I pulled my book out and was about to read. -_- I was on twitter before that and I got bored with it SO I WAS GONNA READ BUT NO. HE DECIDES THAT’S WHEN HE’LL SHOW UP. Good shit, man. LOL. Anyways, we went over my stuff. 1630. LOL. 10 point improvement from last time. LOLOLOL. 110 from the first time. Ahaha. Anyways. So he was going over the stuff. It was kind of awkward for me. LOL. ‘Cause he has nice eyes. Like REALLY nice eyes. I hate making eye contact, but fuck. His eyes… Damn. LOL.

Paragraph was getting too long so I’ll split it. LOL.

So he busted out the questionnaire thing that they asked us to fill out. I would choose to not answer the most important question on that page. LOLOL. I listed math as my weakness, and it is, but that was the section I scored highest in. LOLOL. I take pride in my writing. But I only got a 2/12 for the essay. -_- SHIT AIN’T COOL, MAN. But I gotta agree, my essay did suck. LOL. That was the first section. It was 9AM. I woke up half an hour before. I wasn’t completely awake yet. JJ said usually people tend to do worse as the test progresses, ‘cause they’re like giving up ‘cause no one wants to do that shit. LOL. But I was getting less stuff wrong. LOLOL. Gotta work on my reading ‘cause the stuff I missed were in groups. I hate reading those boring ass selections though. :( Tips he gave: ask questions throughout your reading! Why was that sentence written and put there? What did I just read? If you’re still confused and stuff, push the test booklet away and calm down for a minute or two, take a few deep breaths, and continue.

Math, gotta focus more on the beginning problems ‘cause they’re usually ordered easy, medium, and hard. Tip he gave: Spend a little more time checking the beginning problems than solving the last couple problems in that section. They’re all worth the same amount of points. So get more of the easy ones right.

Writing… I didn’t answer the prompt. LOL. Kind of because I didn’t know what they hell they wanted. .-. Tip he gave: understand the prompt. Take a few minutes to brainstorm and think about what they’re asking. Essay structure should kind of go like this: intro: opinion, examples (1-2), thesis. Body paragraphs (2): Main idea, examples, concluding thought (tie it back to the thesis). Conclusion*: Restate thesis, concluding thought. And bam. You’re done. (*I forgot what he said for exactly for the conclusion but I’m assuming it’s something like that.) The difference between my 2 and a 4 I could’ve gotten, would’ve boosted my writing score up by like 60 points. And then I would’ve gotten closer to the 1900 he suggests I should be aiming for. (From a 1600 to 1900. Don’t know if I’ll be able to do that over the course of this one summer. Hopefully. *_*)

So after the Starbuck’s thing, went to the Hat to meet up with Shalyn for a few minutes. She was there with two friends. One of them had a tattoo on her back. *_* I want one. A tiny ass one. On my wrist. LOL. When she turned around to let me see it, it was pretty big. Omg. I could never get on that big. I can’t stand pain. LOL. Left at 5 to Kevin’s.

Dunno what time I got there. Sat and watched him game. We talked about it since I’m still really new to it. I don’t know that much about it. LOL. I just go on and level. LOLOL. But yeah, we did that. Went downstairs after a little. Grabbed a soda and ate a dumpling. That was my dinner. LOLOL. Don’t think he starves me or anything. He doesn’t. He’s always asking if I’m hungry and want food and if I want him to cook for me. I’m usually not that hungry when I go over. My stomach decides that that’s when all the air bubbles and shit in my stomach should make noises when I’m over though so he always thinks I’m hungry. LOL. Watched Daniel play on his ps3. Went back upstairs and laid in bed and talked. He rolled me into a caterpillar. LOLOL. Talked. Laughed. Fun stuff. Had to leave an hour earlier than usual though ‘cause my dad said he was coming home late tonight.

Came home. Showered. Did my one hour attendance thing. I haven’t been playing that much lately. I just go on for that one hour attendance thing.

Talking and camming with Shalyn now. Tomorrow’s Thursday. *_* My three day weekend is coming up soon. *_*

‘KAYBYE.

1: WHY DO I HAVE A BLISTER BETWEEN MY BIG AND SECOND TOE ON MY RIGHT FOOT. WTF. -_______-

2: Everyone’s making so many plans for the summer. Cool ones. And I’m just sitting here going… “fuck all of you. I have summer school. -_- and AP Lit summer work to do.”

3: I should be heading to bed. It’s 12. Late start tomorrow. BUT STILL. I LIKE SLEEP.

GOODNIGHT.

4: I’m getting hungry. -_- BEST TIME TO GO TO SLEEP SO I DON’T GET ANY MORE HUNGRY THAN I AM RIGHT NOW. ‘KAYBYE.

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I love “Whose Line.” *_*

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Uh. What the fuck is this shit?

Rain? On Friday? What the fuck….

1: “I love you, Emily.” We were laying in bed earlier. Granted, on the opposite side, but still. We were spooning or whatever? o-o LOL. He was behind me. He’s usually never behind me. We’re either side by side or I’m behind him. LOLOLOL. But yeah. He said that into my ear tonight. :’) Don’t get me wrong, I love it when he says “I love you” / “I love you, babe.” But to hear him say it with my name. *_* Omg.

2: “Read your blog, seems like you FINALLY have FRWENDS!!! #PROUDOFYOU.” LOL. She’s so funny. She knows how awkward and stuff I can be and how LONG it takes for me to open to people. *_* I mean, there’s only like 13 more days of school (not including final days) and I barely have friends. LOLOL. God, I’m pathetic. LOL.

3: Friend asked me to go to AP Mando play at SG. Bro ain’t even sure if he’s gonna sit and watch or be up on stage as a TREE. LOL. -_- I don’t wanna go if I’ma sit in the audience alone. I don’t wanna pay $4 just to fall asleep. And I will fall asleep if I’m sitting there alone. LOL.

4: If you don’t wanna talk to me, that’s cool. Just don’t pretend that you do.

5: JUNIOR YEAR IS ALMOST OVER. OMFG. I’M GOING TO BE A SENIOR SOON. SHIT. WHERE HAS MY CHILDHOOD GONE? I DON’T WANT TO GROW UP. I DON’T WANT TO HAVE TO MAKE MATURE DECISIONS AND BE AN ADULT ALL THE TIME. OMG. Life sucks. :(

6: I didn’t eat dinner tonight. o-o And I’m not hungry. LOL. Well okay, ate like half a bite of Kevin’s noodles earlier and like two shrimp balls. Guess that was my dinner? o-o LOL.

7: I totally forgot to tell Kevin about last night’s dream. He would’ve laughed with me. *_*

8: Got pop rocks on my desk but boy ain’t here with me so I can share. *_* We tried it before though. Nathan gave us a pack. LOL. It wasn’t as exciting as I thought it’d be.

9: THREE-DAY WEEKEND THIS WEEKENDDDD. Gab people suck. -_- Four day weekend. SMD. :(

10: Mama says we’re too poor for TC. LOL. She asked if I wanted to move back to SG. LOLOL.

11: -__________________- Summer school issues coming up. Fuck. “Sometimes when you tell me things, I don’t think through it completely.” THAT’S NOT MY FUCKING PROBLEM OR FAULT. SHIT. DON’T BLAME SHIT ON ME IF YOU DON’T THINK THROUGH IT COMPLETELY.

12: I want a tattoo. And maybe another ear piercing. Small infinity symbol on my wrist. Maybe. We’ll see. I’m not too sure about the ear piercing though. I kind of really want that wrist tattoo though.

Today:

Got to school early-ish. .-. Our seniors ditched today. :( So badminton with Alice only. It’s ‘kay though. Lol. She talked about shopping and South Coast Plaza and stuff. I don’t belong here at this school where people go there to shop. Shit. I don’t even own anything from Hollister or Abercrombie from the mall. Going to some place who knows how far for a $50 discounted dress from Spain? *_*

Finally remembered to bring my AP Chinese book back. LOL. Discussed our play/drama thing. I don’t know how we’ll be able to pull it off.

Thought me and Jeffrey had to present today. LOL nope. We get to wait another 2-3 weeks. Hehehehe. Cause we’re going to the computer lab tomorrow and Thursday and we’re starting pig dissections next week. Fun stuff. The room’s going to stink like crazyy. :(

We had this assignment today and we were supposed to write about love. And then we’d get into groups and read it out loud. *_* I didn’t know we were going to share it… I think I took it way too seriously. LOL. I heard my group’s and when it was my turn… I didn’t want to read it out loud. We got to recycle it. But I kept mine. Kevin’s gonna read it soon. LOLOL. The whole time I was writing it, I was thinking about him and writing about him. ‘Cause my prompt was “write a letter to your parents telling them you’ve fallen in love and you plan to get married.” LOL. Fun stuff.

Discussed our song thing in choir. We’re doing “I See the Light” from Tangled. ^_____^ Might duet with Benita if anything ‘cause we have more girls than guys. LOL. She’s asking her friend from track to come by and help us with a stunt so we get more points. LOL.

Ate lunch with Benita and her friends again. One of them, Kevin, introduced himself to me today even though I’ve been sitting there for like a week? Around a week. It was pretty awkward. Hahaha. She kept harassing Justin. None of them really know him much but he likes Darlene that’s why he sits at that table. LOLOL.

Actually did work in math today. LOL. Blasted my music so I didn’t have to hear about Sam’s stupid shit.

Sat in the library for an hour, reading, and waiting for the AP Lit meeting to start. He went over the contract, first assignment, and summer work. Ended at like 3:30. Walked to Kevin’s afterward.

The whole time I was walking, it felt like I was being followed. Not a pleasant feeling for me. My past experiences with strangers… Not the greatest. -_- Kept looking over my shoulder and shit to see if someone was following me or not.

There was this one car that I kept seeing. I remember ‘cause it was a regular car, not like a truck or anything, and it had ads all over the sides. I’d see it drive past me. And then I’d walk like a block or two, and then I’d see it parked by the curb. And when I walk pass the passenger side, it’d drive off. Happened more than once. And it’d only drive off after I passed the side of it. Weird shit, bro.

So I was walking down Rosemead Blvd. Had my headphones in and my music wasn’t too loud because I wanted to hear if anyone was following me. I was walking, y’know, minding my own business. And then I hear this person calling for someone or something. I kept walking. But that person kept calling out so I finally looked up (was walking with my head down). And I looked across the street. And there was this guy, standing shirtless in a front lawn, and he started waving at me. I looked around and there was no one but me walking so I waved back. And then continued walking. When I looked back at that guy, he was walking away and there still wasn’t anyone around. Weird. Shit. Bro.

Got to Kevin’s and collapsed onto his bed after I went to pee. It was so freaking hot. Omg. .-. Laid there for God knows how long and then came to sit and watch him game. LOL. Talked. Gave him a “massage.” And then he went to shower. So I started using his computer. Talked while he was cutting his nails. Told him about the English assignment. Lol. He’s downstairs making food right now. Heading down as soon as I finish this which would be right around now. Until tomorrow? If anyone reads these. Lol.

‘KAYBYE.

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